well, this sucks

so basically, i have been doing a lot of thinking latel, and a lot of praying too...and im not to sure what i want to do with my life any more. I had it all planned out and i knew exactly how i was gonna do stuff and when i was gonna have it done, but ever since i made this transition in my life, EVERYTHING has changed, my friends, my lifestyle, even the way i talk, and i must say, i am happier for it. But lately i have been getting somewhat depressed, i guess its because i dont know where i am supposed to go now. I pray about it daily and i still have not received a real message from Him telling me what to do, granted i know its prolly not gonna be clear as day when He lets me know what it is He wants me to do, but im pretty sure i have not received the memo yet. I guess im also somewhat depressed because my mentor and the person i can honestly thank for being where i am today, has been so busy and i have not had a chance to really talk about anything with him lately. I understand what it must be like for him, and i respect that, i guess just my being younger and somewhat dependent on our relationship, i have been getting upset at the lack of our converstaions. (Josh if you are reading this dont feel bad, i understand!) anyway i guess this is just somewhat of a refelction for me. This is my first post and i hope that i may be able to help someone one day the way Josh stepped into my life and helped me.

God Bless!!!

David